we're all looking. it's a matter of time.

[The real question is whether it's a matter of them racing against the clock or not. For the moment, they have bigger things to worry about.]

i hadn't thought of them as memories. but, if the choices we're not allowed to make are someone else's, or... [his reasoning is a bit scattered, because he's also thinking and typing at the same time, and not so good at it, however:] changing us, into someone who would make those choices.