[Very late on December 1st]

[miseris_socios]

Ken Amada kaglasya-labolas@applenet.net
Shared the following message below:

i can't sleep. everything feels stupid and fake.

this whole stupid fake city and all of this stupid fake stuff.

i kind of miss home even with the shadows and everything that we had to fight there.

that sounds lame i guess.

Comments

Yui Kanzaki ☸ Amon

[mirrors_wish]

I don't think it's lame. I feel the same way, even though there was a lot of fighting in my world.

Ken Amada ⚔ Glasya-Labolas

[miseris_socios]

i don't miss fighting off shadows for food, but i also hate how... domestic this is.

Yui Kanzaki ☸ Amon

[mirrors_wish]

That part is probably a little strange for me. I think I've always wanted a normal family life like this one, even if I know it's fake.

Ken Amada ⚔ Glasya-Labolas

[miseris_socios]

it's been years since i even got a chance to try to attempt one.

not since my mother got killed. so i don't think i ever will get to again.

[mirrors_wish]

I'm sorry. Losing a loved one is hard, especially that quickly.

[miseris_socios]

especially when her killer went free.

[mirrors_wish]

I'm sorry.

[miseris_socios]

it's not like you did it.

... the person i am here lost his mother, too. i don't know why this place has to be like that.

[mirrors_wish]

I don't know. I got the kind of family I never had, so I don't know why some people have it harder.

[miseris_socios]

i got a dad.

except he doesn't know what to do with me.

[mirrors_wish]

Really?

[miseris_socios]

he didn't even know i existed - or riki existed - until a few months ago

[mirrors_wish]

Well if you need anything...my family might be too perfect and fake, but at least there are people around all the time, if you just need to get out for a bit.

[miseris_socios]

getting out. yeah. with this curfuew thing? right.

... i still don't know why they're keeping us inside. some murders isn't a good enough reason to shut down the entire city.

[mirrors_wish]

It's probably more about the shadow attacks.

[miseris_socios]

... i guess with no dark hour it's more dangerous for most people. it's not like apathy syndrome is going around, so i guess they just get killed outright.

but how does the city government know?

[mirrors_wish]

I don't know. I don't want to think they're involved, but I don't know how much they have to do with everything.

[miseris_socios]

Never trust the people in charge. It's pretty much never a good idea.

[mirrors_wish]

You probably have a point.