6/3, afternoon

[kouteipenguin]

This is it, right? Whatever awakening is could be any time now...

Honestly, I'm scared. I've never been this scared before, and I don't even get why. I want to say it's just an app or that it's just them trying to brainwash us or confuse us. I really want to say that. But I don't think I can anymore, it feels like I'm trying to deny something to say that. I really feel like I'm losing my mind. Maybe losing myself.

I can't stand the waiting. That's the worst part. I can't pay attention to anything. I can't care about anything else anymore. This stupid app and its stupid hallucinations or memories or reprogramming are driving me insane. It's taken over my whole life! I couldn't sleep last night at all. Its dumb but I was scared to wake up. That's how much this gets to me. I hate it!

I can't be the only one to feel this way, right?\

this got longer than I expected it to

Have this as payment for reading, if you type random facts into google it gives you random facts.

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[transient_specter]

We'll be fine. Whatever it is can't hurt us if we work together.

[Though he's not sure how much of that he believes, himself.]

[kouteipenguin]

I hope so.